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Friday, January 22, 2010

Wedding planning...

So I am getting married. I'm getting married. That is so weird and something I never thought I would say. I guess it really is true that until you meet the right person you never know. Well I think some people know and they have never met the right person. I used to be one of those people until I got jaded by the world of divorce, heartbreak, breakups, lost loves, but just know that you can be like me and not know and then you can know!

Well to be completely honest sometimes I go back and forth...still. It is like when you are in the dark and you forget ... you get scared and think no I can't do this... Forever is soo long. I forget the wonderful man that I have found and how his love has changed me. I literally let myself become paralyzed by fear.

But then I wake up next to him and realize he is my lobster.