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Friday, January 22, 2010

Wedding planning...

So I am getting married. I'm getting married. That is so weird and something I never thought I would say. I guess it really is true that until you meet the right person you never know. Well I think some people know and they have never met the right person. I used to be one of those people until I got jaded by the world of divorce, heartbreak, breakups, lost loves, but just know that you can be like me and not know and then you can know!

Well to be completely honest sometimes I go back and forth...still. It is like when you are in the dark and you forget ... you get scared and think no I can't do this... Forever is soo long. I forget the wonderful man that I have found and how his love has changed me. I literally let myself become paralyzed by fear.

But then I wake up next to him and realize he is my lobster.


Leslye Bourquin said...

hey!...Linda told me an engagement was coming soon. :)

Lauren said...

"He's her lobster!" -- classic Phoebe -- Anyways, I admire your honesty. Fear will always tempt you to run away a hide, even after you say "I do". So my advice is to remember that the love you share goes deeper than just words or gitty feelings, but that it indeed had changed you, and facing the fear will make both of you stronger and better in the end. Love you and really do miss you!